About to hit the year mark

So.....as most of you know we have been attempting to get pregnant for a while.......Well, to be exact! it will be one year in exactly one month and my doctor is starting to throw out terms like "second-line infertile" I guess meaning that I have successfully had a pregnancy that resulted in a baby but am now unable to get pregnant! ARGHHH......why the heck cant I have a baby!! I mean you got el-ding-bat giving birth to eight when she was so obviously having them for the wrong reasons......and I just want one! (at least one more) Billy needs a little play mate!
ARGHHH

Sewing

I started sewing finally.......this is a baby carrier I made.....it turned out really good and I have always wanted those cloth grocery bags, but they always look so cheap so I wanted to make them instead.....anyhow from the front it turned out good, but I guess I forgot to line up the sides....oh well, I'm gonna make like five so I really dont care to re-do it.